Explanation

Ok, I think I owe you guys an explanation for my inactivity...
Right now life is really bad to me. I have got lots of problems at school. My marks got much worse and last Thursday... well, my biology-teacher shouted at me in front of the whole course, because I didn't do my "homework"... the funny thing is: We had no homework! So she shouted at me, telling me that the state has to pay for me, sitting there and doing "nothing"... that's pretty demotivating, because before the class started, I was all like "Ok, I'm doing my best now to get a good mark!" and then this happened... nobody said anything, although they all knew we had no homework... yeah, how I love my class-mates...
Anyway... my mother is shouting at me all day, my depressions are striking back again and because of school I can't draw. I would have at elast a little time, but I don't feel like drawing. The last time I had that was a loooong time ago... You know... it's pretty hard to recover if you can't cry... even not if you want to. That's why my head feels like it's exploding every minute.

Hopefully you understand now why I can answer you just slowly and don't upload something atm... I have got some pictures in store, but yeah...
And sorry Kitty, that I couldn't finish your surprise... I feel bad. I feel bad that even after more than 1 month, I didn't even finish my boyfriends birthday-picture...
I hope at least you guys feel good. Don't worry about me, it will take some time, but I'll be back to my old activity soon, I hope...
And sorry for the little rant... even I have to do that sometimes.
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